It was rain and something stupid happen to me

salam Jumaat semua.

Jam menunjukkan pukul 5 dan aku belum sentuh buku lagi tapi pergi sentuh blog plak. huhu. kawan aku tengah tidur and this become my opportunity to write something in my blog with romantic feeling. cewahhh. apa ndaknya aku buat entry sambil dengar lagu Kiss the Rain versi Sung Ha Jung. hehe.

Di sini setiap petang mesti hujan and I love it so much. I don't know why I love rain. There is something about rain that I could't tell. something that makes me feel calm. stress aku boleh hilang kalau hujan. bagus kan? huhu.

Nie la jendela bilik ku. nampak bersih padahal hampehh. hehe.

kalau hujan jak aku mesti duduk atas lantai dan belajar yang bermejakan katil. memang syiok sambil dengar lagu Denganmu nyanyian Aizat.

Heaven :))

Nampak tak hujan? tak seberapa nampak kan? tapi memang hujan k.
Hujan yang membasahi bumi dan hatiku sekali. hihihi.

Taraaa.. my katil yang ndak seberapa comel. huhu.

biarpun ndak comel tapi sangat selesa untuk tidur-tidur k.

bha, aku ada, kau ada? hehehe.

petang-petang begini kalau dengar lagu retro memang best gila. Aku bagi satu lagu dan kamu cari okey. the song is really nice. tajuk dia Something Stupid by Robbie Williams and Nicole Kidman..

Then afterwards we drop into a quiet little place 
And have a drink or two 
And then I go and spoil it all 
By saying something stupid 
Like I love you ~~

-Something Stupid-

Aku yang bersahaja

Aku yang bersahaja

Istanbul Aku Datang

Salam.

okey, actually I have an assignment to do but my hand is gatal-gatal to write blog. apakan daya I have to write juga. huhu. ISTANBUL AKU DATANG. woww. it was amazing movie and I love it so much. aku dapat rasa aku macam dalam watak nie. wakakakaka~

Back to the past, actually I'm in this world, one of my reason is because of one Adam Allah. aku datang ke dunia baru yang asalnya untuk belajar di dunia orang dan take a new experience, one of the reason why I'm here is because of him. Am I stupid? I don't know why I'm doing this but perhaps it makes me happy even though I have a lot of problem and sometimes I feel regret to do that. Stupid Vian. huhu. Of course I'm happy because now our distance is not too far but our relationship are still same as before. we are rarely to chat, rarely to tanya khabar. huhu. why? maybe buzy?

I just afraid. I'm afraid if he do like what Azad do in Istanbul Aku Datang. kami dha la belajar di tempat yang berbeza and I'm afraid he feel lonely and out with someone else. Dia ramai peminat, of course other girls like to hang out with him. tahan hati Vian. tahan. huhu.

now, I'm trying to control my feeling. I know how to be patient and I know how to make myself is under control. tarik nafas panjang-panjang dan hembus. fuuhhhh. huhu. one thing that I know, kalau aku pandai jaga perasaan dan tingkah laku, dia pun macam tue jgak and Allah will helps us to reach "halal" relationship. hihihi.

Ya Allah, hambamu ini rindu dia. jaga perasaan ku ya Allah. maafkanlah aku.

oh ya, I wonder, if he is going to be Azad, then there will be someone like Harris right? Allah won't let me alone. I believe on that. =)

Vintage name

Anger

I hope a rainbow always be there to cheer me up

I faced many new experiences here and it was really makes me feel small

I never thought being silent can make others said somethign about you

I just want to be a silent girl and please don't called me Mrs. Arrogant

I'm not like others who can socialize with other new friends.

I'll talk if I need to talk. Other than that I'm sorry.

You're not even know me so do not judge me by my physically

I'll just being friendly with someone who are I'm really close to. 

Heyy you, 

you will regret for what you have done to me.

I Hate You a LOTTTT.

Senyum

Senyum seindah suria yang membawa cahaya

Senyumlah dari hati duniamu berseri

Senyum umpama titian dalam kehidupan

kau tersenyum ku tersenyum

kemesraan menguntum

Senyum.. 

kepada semua

Senyum..

membahagiakan

Senyum..

seperti Rasulullah

Dengan senyuman terjalinlah..

IKATAN. =)

Selamat Hari Konvokesyen 

Becomes stupid

I do believe life is not too hard for us to face
I do believe love is not only gives but accept at the same time
and I do believe life is meaningless without love
Love with family of course it exist until death
Love with friends who always be there to cheer up us
but how about love for someone who are not deserve?

the deserve one is only for our husband
the only husband
but he is not muhrim to me and I can't fall in love too much
I can't control my feeling
I can't show how much I love him
Please don't do this to me
It hurts me a lot

Ya Rabb,
If he is not for me as what You have written in Your Luh Mahfuz
If he is not my destiny
If he is not become my chemistry
Please take away of my feeling on him
Please show me that I've falling in love with the wrong person
I can't pray for him to miss me because we doesn't have legal bond anyway
I can't pray for he become my destiny because who am I to pray something bigger as I know I'm full of sins
What I can pray for is take my love away.
Take it back ya Allah
It's really hurts me until I can't do anything to defend myself
I'm becomes stupid.
I'm becomes stupid just because of love
I'm sorry ya Allah, I'm sorry

Make my wishes come true

"I wish I wish with all my heart to fly with dragons in a land apart.."

Still remember this wishes words?

It was from Dragon Land cartoon and the film was on my elementary school.

Its been so long but the wishes is still bear on my mind. huhu.

Okay, back to the topic, today is the 1st December and I hope for something better for this month.

My friends from Sabah were came to Shah Alam yesterday and it really makes me happy dovey because we are hang out as what we usually done before in Sabah.

It was really really make me happy

InsyaAllah, this Sunday we will be having our trip in Genting. I can't wait for that moment. huhu.

By then, this is what we are doing today.

We took our jubah and took a picture with innocent face. HAHA.

Out first lunch in Shah Alam. =)