Thursday, February 28, 2013

99 things you must do (before you get OLD)

One thing I surely do is mess up my table. I love to study when  my table is busy with all stuffs. really makes me like a professional worker. kunun. hahaha.

so, the highlight one are the things that I have do or been through. check it out.

1. Started your own blog
2. Slept under the stars
3.  Played in a band
4. Visited Hawaii and danced on a lava cliff with the roar of the Pacific below.
5. Watched a meteor shower ( I think i've watched meteor but my mom said it was not. orang tua cakap it was kind of 'guna-guna' or buatan orang. After I watched it, I got fever. what does mean? huhu)
6. Given more than you can afford to charity
7. Been to Disneyland
8. Climbed a mountain (not really a mountain. It was a huge cave. to reach up we have to climb. and that I do it with someone I ever love)
9. Held a praying mantis
10. Sang a solo
11. Bungee jumped (not really a bungee jump, but Roller Coaster at Genting Highland Park, it made me cried!)
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Taught yourself an art from scratch
15. Adopted a child
16. Had food poisoning (I drank honeydew juice handmade by my mom and guess what my little brother and I got food poisoning and went to hospital in the middle of the night. but that was great. haha)
17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty
18. Grown your own vegetables (I love gardening. I've even grown egg plant, onion, kangkung and corn and even taugeh. sorry I forgot the English name. hehe)
19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France
20. Slept on an overnight train
21. Had a pillow fight
22. Hitch hiked
23. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill to avoid taking the kids to school (It is kind like ponteng kelas without any reason? If it does then I've do it many times. hehe)
24. Built a snow fort
25. Held a lamb well
26. Gone skinny dipping
27. Run a Marathon (I run but never faint )
28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice 
29. Seen a total eclipse in a bucket
30. Watched a sunrise or sunset 
31. Hit a home run in softball and rounders
32. Been on a cruise
33. Seen Niagara Falls in person
34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
35. Seen an Amish community
36. Taught yourself a new language (Tamil language)
37. Had enough money
38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person
39. Gone rock climbing
40. Seen Michelangelo’s David
41. Sung karaoke (ALWAYS and my all time favorite even my voice is like frog. but I just do it with my truly friends. hehe.)
42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt
43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant
44. Visited Africa
45. Walked on a beach by moonlight
46. Been transported in an ambulance (I've once when I got a bad gastric. I hope it will not happen again)
47. Had your portrait painted
48. Gone deep sea fishing (my family and I ever go for fishing. Even fishing is not one of my favourite activities but it was a wonderful day coz everyone is happy ;) )
49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person
50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris
51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling ( snorkelling with friends and I just found the sand and stone not the fish. ayoyoyo)
52. Kissed in the rain ( mandi hujan di belakang rumah then kiss the rain macam orang gila. I do it with my little sister and brother. was a great stupid things I ever do. hehe)
53. Played in the mud
54. Gone to a drive-in theater
55. Been in a movie
56. Visited the Great Wall of China
57. Started a business
58. Taken a martial arts class
59. Visited Russia
60. Served at a soup kitchen
61. Sold Girl Scout Cookies
62. Gone whale watching
63. Got flowers for no reason (ermm, flower maybe not, but I ever got love letter from stranger and I keep it until now. hehe)
64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma
65. Gone sky diving
66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp
67. Bounced a check
68. Flown in a helicopter
69. Saved a favorite childhood toy
70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial
71. Eaten Caviar
72. Pieced a quilt
73. Stood in Times Square
74. Toured the Everglades
75. Been fired from a job
76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London
77. Broken a bone
78. Been on a speeding motorcycle
79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person
80. Published a book 
81. Visited the Vatican
82. Bought a brand new car
83. Walked in Jerusalem
84. Had your picture in the newspaper (i've participated in universiti level programme and my face is in the newspaper eventhough it just a small picture)
85. Kissed a stranger at midnight on New Year's Eve
86. Visited the White House
87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating (I'm not actually the one who killed it, but i cleaned it and prepared it)
88. Had chickenpox
89. Saved someone’s life
90. Sat on a jury
91. Met someone famous outside of Malaysia?
92. Joined a book club
93. Lost a loved one (my daddy. actually he was my uncle but I called him Daddy. Died 3 years ago)
94. Had a baby (OMG!)
95. Seen the Alamo in person
96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake
97. Been involved in a law suit
98. Owned a cell phone (I owned my 1st LG cellphone when I was 18 years old)
99. Been stung by a bee

Thursday, February 14, 2013

One day

Dearest reader,

Pray with me.
One day everything gonna be okay.

Sunday, February 3, 2013


Akhirnya hati terasa sakit juga
Akhirnya hati terasa merana
Akhirnya hati terasa tertikam

Ya Allah,
Apa patut aku buat dikala kepercayaan itu hilang? kepercayaan yang aku kumpulkan kini semakin pudar. Betul kata orang, kalau kepercayaan itu hilang, maka hilanglah seluruh perhubungan itu. Hubungan jarak jauh. Iya hubungan jarak jauh. Hubungan yang sangat menguji kesetiaan. kesabaran. dan kegigihan. Kesetiaan yang penting untuk hatimu hanya untuk ku jak. kesabaran ku menunggumu di sini ibarat mengharapkan bulan jatuh ke riba. dan kegigihanku untuk mencari mu di perantauan sana.

hati ini sangat sakit wak. sangat sakit.