Nota Diri

Vian,
Hidup ini perlukan pengorbanan
Kalau kau nak hasil yang hebat
Pengorbanan kau juga mesti hebat
Kejayaan tidak datang bergolek-golek
Nak hadiah, mesti beradu
Nak senang, mesti sakit
Kalau kau ada benda yang kau mahu dari Allah
kau jangan malas-malas usaha dan berdoa
Benda yang kau tak minta pun Allah bagi
Inikan lagi benda yang kau minta bersungguh-sungguh
Mulut tiap hari keluh, "kalaulah..."
Jiwa setiap hari berbisik, "harap-haraplah.."
mana cukup.

Vian,
Mata kau pernah lebih bengkak dari ini
Tulang kau pernah lebih patah dari ini

Ayuh..

Kita hidup bukan untuk diri kita sendiri
Kita hidup untuk mak ayah kita

stay alive please..

My busy November

This busy November makes me unstoppable sleep at 3 in the morning. I have seven presentations and three test not includes quiz, oral test, writing report, annual general meeting and so forth. Then on weekend, I'm work. oh my, I'm really stuck.

and this November also the rainy month.

It is cold, calm and romantic as well to make me sleep in a deep dream till I can't wake up in the early morning.

Makes me suddenly fall in love

How I miss that feeling

My day's swift so fast and I can barely understand why I am here linger for the best thing I suppose to have..

Dear You

Dear You,

Bring me into your world and I'll show you mine. :)

Vivianne Zala

I'm flawed

Ceritera hariku

Salam readers.

What can I tell you olls is I'm happy today. hehe. as usual I'm alone in this huge hostel but really something got into me today and it makes me smile for the whole day. smile, smile and smile and I'm going to crazyyyy.. hehe.

Actually, hari nie aku naik motor and you know what? aku just duduk kat belakang jak yang pandu tue kawan ku. kikiki. yang buat aku happy sangat tue aku nampak banyak lampu-lampu sepanjang perjalanan. I thought I've seen heaven. seriously memang cantik. saya jatuh cinta. sepanjang perjalanan tue aku just dengar satu lagu jak, No no no by APink. terasa perasaan ini seronok sangat.

And aku pecah rekod taw hari nie. aku pegang haiwan berbulu macam tupai. I don't know what kind of animal it was tapi dia macam tupai cuma dia boleh terbang. tupai terbang kalik. oh nama dia Suar Glider geli betul tapi aku tahan jak because it is fun. yupp it was fun. next animal is snake. oh please, di bagi sejuta baru mungkin aku maw pegang. hahaha.

Muka macam kesukaan padahal dalam hati "cepatlah kau turun". haha.

dan dan dan, saya jumpa jualan murah hari nie. memang paling seronoklah buat si Vian. haha. aku beli sweater Running Man taw. teda kuning so aku beli merah. actually, there is a lot of event that makes me happy today but there is something that I can't share with. malulah awak. hihihi.

Ada lagi satu cerita. Ini when my friends and I went to Ulu Selangor recently. adakah patut seorang abang-abang tue dia cakap begini ar sama aku.

Abang : Okey tak dengan cuaca di Malaysia?

Aku : Okey, kenapa? (buat muka pelik)

Abang : Manataw awak tak selesa dengan cuaca di Malaysia. kan bukannya sama cuaca di Malaysia dengan Indonesia. muka awak dha merah.

Aku : Kenapa dengan Indonesia?

Abang : Awak bukan dari Indon?

Aku : tak la saya orang Malaysia juga, dari Sabah

Abang : Ingatkan awak orang Indon sebab muka awak merah jambu

Aku : smile and run

then, aku pun berlalu pergi dengan hati yang panas. of course muka aku merah because of 3 things. first, sebab aku kepanasan. aku duduk dalam aircon tetiba keluar ke tempat panas and of course mukaku tetiba merah. second, aku sensitif klu orang cakap mukaku merah because tetiba jak tue muka ku panas and it will turn to red. bila dia cakap macam tue tambah merah lah mukaku. and last is because I'm so tired. bila kerja berlambak time tue and my face will be the Red Hulk. seriously. aku pun ndak taw kenapa.

After all, is it I'm looks like an Indonesian? heyy, my mom Philipinos okey.

When the toilet become a good place to take a picture. 

Some of my pictures were corrupted and I can't upload but these two pictures are the only the best among the best that I can safe. by then, I will continue with another story.

Salam.

Aku yang bersendiri

By : L I T T L E P H O T O

Hari ini hari selasa
Hari yang sangat bermakna buat kaum muslimin
ia Hari Raya Korban
dan di sini aku sekali lagi bersendirian beraya di perantauan

Bangun seawal 10 pagi
itupun ditelepon oleh mak sebab maw cakap beliau makan daging
pagi-pagi mak suda buat diri ini terasa terkilan
ndak pa mak, saya maafkan

Untuk menghilangkan sebaknya di hari raya ini
radio menjadi peneman
tapi tiba di satu saat takbir bergema di siaran
MasyaAllah, lagilah rasa terkilan
perkataan yang mampu di ucap hanyalah
"Its okey, you've experienced how to be alone"

Kemudian, diri ini pergilah memasak
masak mee sup
disebabkan diri ini tidaklah terror masak
mee sup jadi lembik dan hancur macam bukan rupa mee
dan mulailah bermonolog
"Its okey, it is for the first time"
yupp, saya masak mee sup untuk pertama kalinya :)

Sesudah makan, movie menjadi santapan
nonton dua movie kemudian baca buku di anjung asrama
buku yang bertajuk "Kompas Umat Akhir Zaman"
Keinsafan pun muncul

Masuk ke bilik sebelum maghrib
kemudian masak telur dan ikan sardin
makan, makan, makan
kemudian online Facebook dan Tumblr

Buku International Business di ambil dan di baca
kiranya aku belajarlah

Tik tok tik tok tik tok
masa berlalu dengan pantas
dan sekarang jam menunjukkan pukul 3 pagi
aku buka Blog dan aku buat entry
"Aku yang Bersendiri"
Yupp, hari ini aku bersendiri dan sendiri

Don't worry, I've a lot of things I can do when I'm alone but I'm a girl and surely I'm afraid to be alone in this huge place. Hopefully, tomorrow my day is more better than yesterday.

I gotta new life

Salam readers

I'm a little bit tried now but here I'm want to share something. since I've mood to write something then story telling might help me to reduce my tiredness perhaps. huhu. you see, I become a part time worker at pizza. almost 3 weeks I worked and this is my first time to work like a crazy people. I never feel so tired like this before and it makes me cry. seriously I've cried at the first day because I'm tired. that's all. I'm just tired. after a few days, then I realized that work are so fun. my friends are so happening and they like to jester.

Now, I'm happy with my work and I love it. I just love the experiences. okay people, thats all for today because Running Man is waiting for me. hehe. so here I left you with a music. I like the lyrics and the music of course. sometimes music could be our story and heal our sorrow but this music gives a lot of inspiration. here some of them..

I gotta new life,
You would hardly recognize me,
I'm so glad,
How could a person like me care for you,
Why do I bother when you're not the one for me,
Is enough enough,

I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes,
and I am happy now living without you,
I've left you all alone
I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes
I saw the sign
(I saw the sign I saw the sign)
I saw the sign
(I saw the sign I saw the sign)
I saw the sign

The sign by The Barden Bellas in Pitch Perfect

#Yup, I saw the sign and I'm not regret. 

Maybe

You've got magic inside your finger tips
Its leaking out all over my skin
Everytime that I get close to you
Your making me weak with the way you
Look through those eyes

But all I see is your face
All I need is your touch
Wake me up with your lips
Come at me from up above

Yeah, oh I need you

I remember the way that you move
Your dancing easily through my dreams
Its hittin me harder and harder with all your smiles
You are crazy gentle in the way you kiss

Oh baby I need you
To see me, the way I see you
Lovely, wide awake in
The middle of my dreams

All I see is your face
All I need is your touch
Wake me up with your lips
Come at me from up above
Yeah, oh oh da da da do do do do do
Ah, I ..... I need you

Maybe by Colbie Caillat

Maybe there is an unforeseen love..

Thinking about you

Sometimes I wonder, if we think out about someone are they think about us too?

Life seems so hard,
When you lose certain part of it...

Menuju ke Jannah

Salam readers.

I just watched Lord of the Rings and now I couldn't sleep. Malas nak berbahasa orang putih hari ini tapi I'll using mix language. tangan terasa gatal nak buat entry sebab aku terjumpa kata-kata spesel selepas nonton cerita tue. the story a litttle bit scary sebab penjahat dia mata satu macam Dajjal tapi ia banyak menceritakan tentang kehidupan. Never give up that is the most.

"Ada sesetengah perkara tidak dapat disembuhkan oleh masa"

Betulkah ada sesuatu perkara yang tak dapat disembuhkan oleh masa even it takes many years but the pain still not cure. memang ada. kenapa ada? sebab hati masih berdendam. hati masih terasa sakitnya. hati masi terasa kenangan terindah dahulunya.

"Di dunia ini kita semua ada pilihan samada awak nak berfikiran positif ataupun sebaliknya "

Yupp, I believe on this statement. kita kena berfikiran positif dan bersangka baik tapi ada sesuatu yang merunsingkan, mampukah aku bersangka baik di kala aku tahu pengakhirannya adalah menyakitkan? kita sudah tahu perangai dia tapi kita diamkan diri sebab bagi kita masa akan membuka segalanya tapi kita lupa yang usaha itu kena ada

"Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib seseorang itu jika dia tidak mengubahnya terlebih dahulu"

I really want to go to the 'heaven' place where I'm standing in the middle of millions of morning glory flower with the breeze of wind blow my shawl and dress and take a long breath of the fresh air while in front of me a beautiful waterfall and I see it  from the top of the hill or mountain. there so many balloons there and my Pink Yellow Vespa rest under the huge tree. sungguh kedamaian itu susah untuk diungkap kerna ia kena dirasai.

You see, aku tak suka when we have a lot of adventure with him or her but suddenly he or she said goodbye to us. pengembaraan itu mengubah kita lebih menghargai orang sekeliling, ubah kita jadi kuat jiwa dan hati tapi tetiba di tinggalkan dengan kata, "It's time to leave". aku dah banyak kali jumpa perkataan nie dalam banyak-banyak muvie. The Nanny McPhee, Peter Pan, Lord of the Rings. semuanya berakhir dengan perpisahan. actually that was happy ending tapi cara mereka pergi tue buat aku rasa sedih even dalam cerita tue mereka sebenarnya senyum.

Ermm, saya menjadi semakin complicated. huhu. maksudku sini cara mereka pergi tue macam mereka ada lagi journey di sana but it is without us and without me  of course. hehe. macam cerita Lord of the Rings tadi, Frodo tinggalkan kawan-kawan dia dengan menaiki kapal yang menuju ke sesuatu cahaya di hujung lautan. dalam nanny McPhee dia tinggalkan kanak-kanak tue dengan menaiki tnagga ke arah cahaya. kenapa mesti cahaya? aku macam maw masuk jak tapi tak dapat ikut. dapat bayangkan tak? I know you can't sebab aku boleh rasa aku mula melalut, cakap semberono and aku pun tak tahu nak express macam mana.

After all, aku nak sangat ke tempat paling nyaman di dunia nie. run from the miserable problems, lupakan dunia, lupakan perancangan masa depan. hanya tahu dekatkan diri dengan alam dan fikirkan the present time. I hope it will become true someday. I hope..

Bougainvillea

Bougainvillea.
The name. Yupp the name has many stories. Bougainvillea, an odorless flower, has heart-shaped leaves and covered with thorns. Not all people loves this kind of flower. I loves the name and surely I loves the flower too. Why? because I know her feelings. Only me know about it. :)

Dear Bougainvillea or Bunga Kertas
With the gentle breeze, you glide to me be it summer rain or spring
Innumerable, countless like the blessing from Allah
Thanks for coming to my life
I appreciate it

Half of Sky

Half of Sky is the story about women. Yup, I'm going to talk about women today. I just watch that movie and the story was showed me become women is not easy than what people said. got easy because women do not have much responsibility rather than man. woww, that was a terrible mindset.

The movie storied about why women become the slave of living ghost, why they have price to be sold, and why they are so weak to fight against those ghosts.

There is a child, she is 3 years old. She was raped and her mother doesn't want her anymore and sold her to the brothel. That child even does not know she was being raped and her stupid mother gives her to the dark way. There also a story about a girl lives in the boundary of Thailand. She said that her family does not gives her education just because afraid nobody will willing to marry her. Men are more likely to take those who is illiterate to become their wife because they are loyal until die. Of course they are loyal because they do not know who else they want to depend to except their stupid husband.

After all, all this kind of stories makes me realize that I should be grateful because Allah gives me opportunity to study, to learn and gain experience outside. But me, I just hope I can work as soon as possible and not to face the books all day long. My mind always said money is everything and my mouth said, "money is not everything, money is not everything". Yupp, money is not everything, but everything needs money. see, this is my mind said.

Am I materialistic?

Soon, after my degree, it still have one year, after all these things finish, I'm going to work, save my money and leave this house. My mom, my litter sister and brother will follow my journey. I promise and I'm sorry I still depend with you even my age now is 22. I'm 22 years old. I'm big enough to give my mom money.

Dear my mom,
I miss you so much. My life so empty without you. I'm tired to being "mom". I'm sorry too because while I'm growing and busy, I forget that you become old and need rest. wait for me mom, I'm going make us leave from this terrible world, from the world full of liars.

I'm weak

Salam my readers.

I feel so bad right now. Today I have my third paper exam Accounting Management and guess what I answered it badly. I lost my mind and I forgot all my formula. I forgot all. I have memorize all those things but it is not worth. why? should I suppose to eat kismis? because I feel like I got Alzeimer's disease. My friend said she do it well though she just do a little revision. Of course she can because our IQ are not the same. IQ? maybe I'm so stupid.

Ya Allah, ya Rabbi,
With the full strength that I have,
I pray to You, please let it pass.
I'm afraid I can't do it well again
I don't know what will happen to me soon
Just give me a little calmness in this tidy heart
Just makes me strong ya Allah
Just makes me under control

I know what just happen nowadays actually come from my own fault
I admit it ya Allah
I'm Your servant that full of sins and I'm regret
I'm sorry if I don't know what my fault are
I'm sorry.

I'm sorry because I keep complaining about my life
I'm sorry because I said I'm tired to study
I'm so sorry

I just feel that I'm afraid I couldn't get my dreams
Thats why I didn't have my own dreams to achieve
The only thing that I want is just my family's happiness
My family's happiness
I study because of them
I learn to get a good job just for them
But how I want to get better future if my life in the middle stage are still be like this? still blur.
and yet my life is still in the first chapter.

Dear Rabb,
I know there are reason for anything that comes
and the reason was I'm stupid
I'm weak.

Death, is horrible truth

Salam readers

The time shows 2.35 a.m and here I'm writing entry in my blog. Today, I start my day with a little happiness but soon in the evening I found something that makes me put the smile on my face. I'm bored because my friend always said that live in the hostel is like we are living in a cave. No happiness. No freedom. No calmness. For me, actually it was come from our life. our perceptions. if you're able to find your own ways to happy, to calm, to have freedom, even you're in cave or cabin or anything a close place, you actually can find all those things. I know live in hostel is same we live in a jail but actually this place makes me feel there is a way for me to happy but I have to find it out in this bored place. I know there is a way.

That was another story. Other story, just now, my roommate was tell our a story about his uncle. His uncle was died because of AIDS. I was like can feel what she feels right now. My aunt was died almost 3 weeks ago and yet I still feel that she was in the house scolding my little brother, laughing and have story telling with my mom, sitting at the balcony and hanging clothes. Actually she also one of my motivator to study not in Sabah. she wants me to study out from Sabah and follow her daughter in Peninsular. I never thought the last kiss at the forehead was the last kiss given by her before my journey to Shah Alam. Life is unexpected things right?

All living things will die. sooner or later all of us will die. I'm afraid to die. you? there are so many things that I've still not done yet. not only to myself but to my family, friends, and to Him, to Allah. I don't know what I want to serve to Allah when I die. I'm full of sins. my journey to meet Him are still too far. . Everytime my friends talk about death, it makes me feel and ask to myself, are you ready to die? do you?

Death is horrible truth and life is beautiful lie.

Miss Vespa

See those pictures? I'm gonna have it one someday. InsyaAllah. I love the vintage style. Actually, this little Vespa I was found in my handphone. It was there for so many days or years but yesterday I was found that picture and knew that its name is Vespa. Oh my Rabbi, all stuff I love actually is just near on me. I'm just the one who doesn't realize about it. If I had one, what I'm gonna do?

1. Ride it around Kuala Lumpur

2. Will be my wedding picture (blink-blink).

3. I'm gonna bring it and ride around the most beautiful and calm place in Malaysia, Cameron Highlands and hear this song again and again and again :)

I love this song. I'm always in 'jatuh cinta' everytime I'm listen to it.

by then, have a nice day people.

Encik Whitney

I'm a little bit tired just now but I want to put an entry today special for my beloved one Mr Whitney. He is the thing that I can life without. every seconds, hours and everyday he is always beside me and helps me. The one who ever make me laugh, I tell him my secret, be my reminder when I forgot something, be my alarm when I got a little bit hard to wake up in the morning and ever see me cry. He is the only one see all that I've done and I love him.

Who is he?

Taraaaa. He is actually my handphone. He will be fly back to Sabah because my mom will bring him back to Philippines. I feel so sad. It was my present given from my dad and now my mom wants to bring him back together with her. I don't know why I feel so upset maybe because we have so many stories and memories. Actually, there was a message that I'm not delete until now. From the first time we were chat until today, I  just keep our conversation chat. It is a memory. I love to read it again and again and again. Oh my, this handphone keeps my memories and the worse thing is I can't delete all that messages. 

Dear mom, please take care of him and if you read something inside him, please don't delete it. All that things  are your daughter's happiness. By then, hope my mom may travel safely. aminnn. 

Okey then, good night people. remember always appreciate what you have right now. it might leave you someday because everything story will have an ending. good night and salam.

Escape Day

I got menstrual pain period just now and here I'm escape my class today, lying on my bed and write entry in my cute blog. This pain make me sick. I wonder if the pain of born baby would be like this. As usual, my pain 2 in 1, menstrual pain and gastric. Here I put some edited picture by me and was captured by me also. huhu.  By then, happy Wednesday. I'm going to sleep now :)

I know I can fix it

I'm just feeling so lost in this few days. I lost my inspiration and I think there is something that I forgot to do. Something very important. I don't know what happen to me just now seems everything going wrong. seems so nothing. I tried to get my soul back but I couldn't find it. 

Today, while my friends are sleep, I find my way to fix all that feeling and guess what Allah gives me rain. Oh my seriously, all the problems just swift away like the raindrop fall into the earth. I'm sitting at the balcony and let the rain wet my head. I don't care about others. I know people are staring for what I'm doing today but I don't mind as long as I feel happy.

The clock crawl so fast today. 

Time heals everything and I can heal myself. The mistakes before makes me strong. Thanks for that mistakes.

Little Girl

My dreamy world is all came from my dreamy life. I love to find inspiration photos that will make my dream come to life. Like this huge tree in the middle of the grass field and those lovely pictures which I grabbed from some of others blog and also from Devianart

Back to my story; I just love to have my own life. When I was a little girl, I just love to spend my time locked in my bedroom and 'play' with my imaginative friend. Listening to music and act like a princess. I just love to be alone. It does't mean that I've no friends but perhaps I've so many things to do when I'm alone. The calmness is exist there. 

But then since we're in a high technology world now, my dreams can be shared with you guys in this blog.. I want others feel what I want to be. feel that life is too short to be unhappy person. I don't know why I'm always says that life is too short. maybe because there are some life out there doesn't appreciate them self.  I've faced many problems during my lifetime. and it keeps me strong. I can't die. There is still so many dreams I still not achieve. Go umrah with my family, travel around the Europe country, meet my lucky husband. hehe. 

Life is something unexpected right? 

I tell you one secret about this girl. People said this girl a little bit weird. She loves chocolate but doesn't eat that chocolate, she loves mathematics but uneasy to remember others' phone numbers, she likes to be like a childish but she is an older sister. why? let me tell you, she loves chocolate because she found that chocolate is cute but to eat that it might be a little hard for her because it make her dizzy. She likes mathematics but uneasy to remembers others' phone numbers because she have been hurt before. Memorize the only beloved number phone, then when clashed, the number still exist in mind and everytime dial others number that number is just come out. and again it makes the little girl's heart been hurt. Thats why from that day she'll never memorize others phone number. Yet she can memorize others number if the number is not saved in the contact phone. and lastly she is an older sister but act like a childish. She has two little sister and she always play with them. maybe that became one of the reason why she become childish but there is another reason. Actually, she wants to avoid from any awkward situation. Being so serious make this life we just live with one color. Sometimes we need someone weird.

After all, that little girl characters are actually come from a real life...

By then, I'll post another post about introducing them later... Salam Jumaat and Happy Reading!

Bersediakah hati?

Hati ini telah kembali pulih

Parut yang dulu kini beransur baik

dan dia mulai berbunga-bunga

Oh Hati,

Bersediakah kamu?

Bersediakah kamu untuk jatuh hati semula?

rasa takut itu ada tapi entah kenapa hati ini makin ada taman

Ada sesuatu yang membahagiakan hati

Sesuatu yang Allah bagi dan hati nampaknya semakin suka

Oh Hati,

Bersediakah kamu?

Bersediakah kamu untuk merasa rindu itu?

rasa rindu yang mampu buat kamu tak tentu arah

rasa rindu yang buat kau hari-hari jatuh cinta

Oh Hati,

Cukup sediakah kamu menerima semua ini?

Jagalah hatimu Hati.

Jagalah..

Ya Allah,

Sesungguhnya hati ini tidak mahu dilukai lagi

Jauhkanlah ia dari perasaan yang suka berperasaan

Jauhkanlah ia dari perasaan yang mudah jatuh hati

Kerna hati ini kena hati-hati memilih agar parut yang ada tidak ditoreh

Ya Allah,

Kenapa hati rasa semua ini?

Kenapa dalam hati ada taman?

Pasti ada sesuatu yang hati tak tahu

Sesungguhnya aturanMu cukup indah

Kau tahu hati lemah dan Kau hantar sesorang untuk 'kunci' hati

Terima kasih Allah

Ya Allah,

Hati mohon,

Jagalah hati ini

Jagalah ya Allah.

Apakah dia merasa seperti mana Hati rasa?

malu ;)

Life is full of colors

Salam readers

It was a long time I'm not write anything in my blog and now I'm coming back. :)
Aku tengah bercuti sekarang. I just back from Melaka yesterday and that was a great journey. Sebelum nie aku pergi Genting Highland with my friends and guess what the game make me cry. Oh no. Ia sangat-sangat memalukan. cry in front of children? malunya saya. sob sob sob..

But who cares?It is experience. actually aku naik Pirate Ship and Roller Coaster bha tue. dha taw hati tue kecik then kenapa maw naik semua benda tue? stupid me. huhu.

Seperti biasa kita akan naik cable nie dulu. pining lalat wehhh. huhu

My friends. Ambil berkat dulu sebelum main. huhu.

First game ini juga yang di cari. memnag jantung si Vian hilanglah.
Oh ya, mata tue jangan tengok yang lain plak k. nak edit tapi tak tahu nak hilangkan  gambar seksian tue. huhu.

Nampak belakang tue? tue la space Impact. gambar nie di ambil selepas naik tue benda alah.
jangan risau aku just dduk di bawah tengok dorang main.
kalau aku join sekali, ndak bergerak kali aku. uuuhh semangat. huhu.

Jambatan gantung pun ada.

Inilah kawan sia yang suka bergambar. padahal aku pun sama. :P

Akilah..

Yusaleha

Nie sepa ar? huhu

Ini game aku paling suka. Tue pun aku pening juga. huhu.

Dan ini game bikin aku gila. walawehhh.
rasa nak lempar barang jak time naik nie. semangat aku tinggal belakang.

Nampak tue pirate ship?
Kalau dia berputar 360 darjah, aku ndak taw apa akan jadi.

Sebelum pulang :)

Haaa. tue baru Genting Highland. The next day we went to Melaka. time tue aku sakit k. demi Melaka aku sanggup tahan naik bas 2 jam dari Shah Alam. Alhamdulillah, Allah suru aku tidur dalam bas then ndakla mabuk gila sangat. tapi gambar tak banyak la sebab Nikon Pink ku habis cas. I'll put more picture after I take them from my friends. so here are the some of them :)

The first place we go are the Heritage House.

sanding sendiri. huhu

Nie kawan dari Melaka. dia yang bawa kami terokai Negeri Bersejarah
Thanks Nabila :)

Artis jooo. huhu

Malacca at the night. full of colors and I love it.

Kemana kaki ini?
kaki ini sedang menaiki Bangunan Taming Sari. naik tingakt paling atas then dia pusing-pusing
mabuk sikit jak. (padahal). huhu

A famosa.
Mata macam tue sebab silau. Patut pakai topi bha nie. huhu

bommmmm..

Bergambar bersama monumen. memang bersejarahla. anda patut datang sini.
Buat promosi  la plak. huhu

Nampak belakang tue? tue la Bangunan Taming Sari

Francis Light.
ermm, pelik semacam orang di belakang ku nie. huhu

Banyak souvenier..

Kawan jadi model. huhu

Sampai gereja pun di bawa bergambar.
sebelum nie aku pergi Masjid Selat Melaka tapi aku ndak tangkap gambar sebab tak sempat
Selepas solat dha gelap suasana kat luar. laut pun dha tak nampak.
tapi tak pe la Masjid juga dalam hati :)

So, these are some of them. nanti upload lagi di lain hari. InsyaAllah. Now, I'm become the independent person. aku nak ucap terima kasih dengan beberapa orang. macam nak buat appreciation la plak. huhu. Actually, yup I want to make appreciation for those who leaving me behind. someone have ever told me, the best revenge is be happy. and now, I'm happy for sure than before. Ini semua hadiah selepas aku ditinggalkan. adededeh. huhu.

Dear Allah,

Thanks a lot. I never thought the decision that I'm afraid to take finally make me the happiest person. Now, I'm surrounded by loving person and make me feel I can't wait to fall in love again but this time with the right person until Jannah. Help me ya Allah. Help me to through all of this life. My life full of colors and I love it. Thanks Allah. Syukran Yazillan. :)